"lips of an Angel"

everytime i hear "lips of an Angel" i think about goebel. i'm sure he doesn't know how much i still think about him, and he probably never will.
part of me still does wish it would have worked about between us. he really is a great guy, and he has finally found some direction in his life. i know he would have always treated me right. he just isn't the right one for me.
did i just write that to tell you, or am i trying to convince myself? to be honest, i don't know.