Thursday, November 30, 2006


after thinking it over before i layed down for a nap, i don't think i'm physically attracted to Brad. i just like being able to flirt around with and have fun with a guy. that is what orgionally attracted me to Goebel and Dave.
speaking of Dave, we never flirt anymore. i guess that is what happens when you move in and the mystery is gone. and he is so busy and grumpy anymore, i do my best to not even bother him. I don't question our relationship though. someone once told me that when one person is getting they PhD is the hardest part of any relationship. god were they right.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

about Brad ...

I think Brad might become a problem in the future. I'm not going to leave Dave for him, but if i will be spending the next two years slightly flirting with him, my mind will want me to stray. it will be one hell of a test on me. though i'm sure i will be able to pass it.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i made the mistake of telling Dave that i bought myself the new Josh Groban CD. he asked if i couldn't just get if off the web. i asked him when the last time i bought something for myself. but then i realized that i had just got myself a new pair of gym shoes on monday. but still. oh, and i got myself a salad from Arby's yesterday. and he has more than once complained he thinks thier food is too expensive, yet never offers to go to kroger with me.

i just made me feel like crap, even after i had a somewhat good day.

Monday, November 06, 2006

that's my boy. I'm really proud of him.