don't cry ... don't cry

doesn't he realize that he still has to propose?!?!?!?!?!?
i understand that he can't/won't afford a ring right now, but i still want him to ask me to spend the rest of his life with me and ask me to marry him. is that really so f*cking much to ask?????

i have no idea how i'm going to be able to afford a wedding, much less put one together in a few months, if we even do it in May/June. i'm so overwhelmed already.